So I am currently in a "funk" if you'd like to call it that.
I don't know whats going on with me.
I just seem to not be myself.
I've narrowed it down to a few different idea's on WHY?
But I still don't feel like myself when I change them.
Love.
I don't see why I consider this reason to my funk.
I Have an amazing Family.
That Loves me.
I have a bunch of Friends, who I never see.
But always talk to. We always end our conversations with;
I love you.
But Yet...
I Have no Relationship going on with anyone..
None of my REAL friends live near me....
Only The Backstabbers and liars do....
My Hearts been broken to many times.....
School
I Think I've just taken so much on my plate with things.
I have so much going for me.
Yet...
I feel swamped at very turn...
My Art teacher even realizes Im not myself....
Friends/Family.
I Have this girl who is just like my sister.
She is why Im still here today.
My Parents are Amazing.
People say they are always there for me.
Yet...
When I ask for there help or there opinions I get nothing...
My bestfriend lives miles away in Texas....
I feel like I can never do enough.
Over the past few weeks I've realized who I need the most in my life.
Someone I thought once ment the world to me, well now that person can be equivalent to dirt.
I Think I need a break from this town...
This Life....
These People.
I hope I get out fo this "Funk".
I've been told just sit back.
Enjoy the ride, and take in the veiw.
But I can't I need to know whats going on with my life.
Wishing
Hoping
Hurting
Healing
Feeling
Breathing
Seeing
Being.
Monday, November 10, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
The Final Hoo-Ra
The “Last” Creative Writing Story. : [
I grasped her hand as we walked up the subway stations stairs. The noises coming from all around us, seeming to engulfing the atmosphere around us. A man screaming, a fire truck’s siren going off from the next street over, as well as the police cars siren squealing where we belonged. New York City.
“J. Can you believe it? We made it, into the town of our dreams. The great white way.!” Brandy exclaimed as we made our way down forty-second street, and into the heart of times square. She could hardly contain her excitement, if my hand wasn’t attached to her, she would most likely be jumping up and down.
“It’s not like we haven’t been here before, Brandy. We are only here for you to see the theater for Midnight Madness. It’s not like we one here for good.” I said dragging her along the street.
“Don’t crush my hopes and dream J.” she said playfully.
“I’m not, I’m just letting you know that we are here to see the theater. You won’t officially be here for another year, maybe even too.” I continued as we walked along.
Smiling we walked along the street. Looking as if we were a couple instead of two best friends.
“So Last time we were here together we saw Spring Awakening. It was amazing, remember?” I asked Brandy as we turned onto, forty-ninth street.
“Ya.Ya. LOOK! It’s the theater.” Brandy said as she began running to the middle of the street. Grabbing my hand I almost lost balance as we headed down the street. “We’re here. The future home of Midnight Madness!” she shouted jumping up and down. People began to look at us as if Brandy had lost her mind.
“I don’t know you” I said sarcastically, as I turned a way from you.
“Oh, Shut it.” She said as she grabbed my hand. “We made it!”
“You made it.” I said correcting her.
I grasped her hand as we walked up the subway stations stairs. The noises coming from all around us, seeming to engulfing the atmosphere around us. A man screaming, a fire truck’s siren going off from the next street over, as well as the police cars siren squealing where we belonged. New York City.
“J. Can you believe it? We made it, into the town of our dreams. The great white way.!” Brandy exclaimed as we made our way down forty-second street, and into the heart of times square. She could hardly contain her excitement, if my hand wasn’t attached to her, she would most likely be jumping up and down.
“It’s not like we haven’t been here before, Brandy. We are only here for you to see the theater for Midnight Madness. It’s not like we one here for good.” I said dragging her along the street.
“Don’t crush my hopes and dream J.” she said playfully.
“I’m not, I’m just letting you know that we are here to see the theater. You won’t officially be here for another year, maybe even too.” I continued as we walked along.
Smiling we walked along the street. Looking as if we were a couple instead of two best friends.
“So Last time we were here together we saw Spring Awakening. It was amazing, remember?” I asked Brandy as we turned onto, forty-ninth street.
“Ya.Ya. LOOK! It’s the theater.” Brandy said as she began running to the middle of the street. Grabbing my hand I almost lost balance as we headed down the street. “We’re here. The future home of Midnight Madness!” she shouted jumping up and down. People began to look at us as if Brandy had lost her mind.
“I don’t know you” I said sarcastically, as I turned a way from you.
“Oh, Shut it.” She said as she grabbed my hand. “We made it!”
“You made it.” I said correcting her.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Defying Gravity
So After listening to the music and reading the lyrics of the popular song Defying Gravity from an Amazing Musical known as Wicked I felt like "explaining" it in my way.
The Wicked Point of Veiw
When the song is sung in the Musical by Elphaba, the Wicked Witch of the West. It is describing her feelings of being trapped and held back. She knows she could make a difference but, the Wizard and his assistant Madame Morrible have other plans to use her for. When Elphaba finds out that the Wizard and Morrible only want her to use her witchcraft to create "spies" for them and to get rid of the Animals in Oz, she snaps.Going with Galinda, now known as Glinda (Due to her recent name change when the Animal Dr. Dillamond is removed from Shiz Campus) to the highest tower in the Wizards Castle, Elphaba tries to tell Glinda that together they could fight the Wizard and restore Peace with the Animals, and stop them from becoming animals.In The end Glinda gives Elphaba a broom, which she uses a levitation enchantment on and leaves the Emerald city as a fugitive. An Enemy of Oz.
My Point of Veiw
To me this song is one that says nothings gonna bring you down. Nothing can stop you and hold you back. I'm through Excepting Limits Cause someone says there so. To me people in the everyday world are telling you you have to do this you have to do that, but sometimes you don't. Sometimes you also just have to take a leap and say things you never expect to say to anyone. No matter how things end up there will always be a bright side. Sooner or Later.
The Wicked Point of Veiw
When the song is sung in the Musical by Elphaba, the Wicked Witch of the West. It is describing her feelings of being trapped and held back. She knows she could make a difference but, the Wizard and his assistant Madame Morrible have other plans to use her for. When Elphaba finds out that the Wizard and Morrible only want her to use her witchcraft to create "spies" for them and to get rid of the Animals in Oz, she snaps.Going with Galinda, now known as Glinda (Due to her recent name change when the Animal Dr. Dillamond is removed from Shiz Campus) to the highest tower in the Wizards Castle, Elphaba tries to tell Glinda that together they could fight the Wizard and restore Peace with the Animals, and stop them from becoming animals.In The end Glinda gives Elphaba a broom, which she uses a levitation enchantment on and leaves the Emerald city as a fugitive. An Enemy of Oz.
My Point of Veiw
To me this song is one that says nothings gonna bring you down. Nothing can stop you and hold you back. I'm through Excepting Limits Cause someone says there so. To me people in the everyday world are telling you you have to do this you have to do that, but sometimes you don't. Sometimes you also just have to take a leap and say things you never expect to say to anyone. No matter how things end up there will always be a bright side. Sooner or Later.
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