HEY CREATIVE WRITING CLASS!

It's JJ..
Obviously.
Well Im not in class for the next two days,
Because Im painting.
You should come Visit me and Larissa at the Corner Store.

Anyway.
Have Fun Blogging today in Class.

No Time.

I have hardly anytime for anything.
Ever.

I have so much to do this week,
then follow into next week with.
I have to:
- Sketch out my Painting for down town tomorrow.
- I need to Write my Creative Writing Story.
- I need to Re-Write a Paper for Ms. Cantillo.
- I need to read like 5 more chapters of the Grapes of Wrath.
- Write a Lab report. Due friday.

Im gonna have like a MELT DOWN.
I wish, I could just stop time for Five Minutes.
I think tomorrow, I'm going to ask Fitz, if I can do something besides Art.
Due to the fact I have so much to do, and with Painting Down town,
Not the greatest amount of time to do it in.

On the "Brighter" Side.
I've kinda gotten over some people, I thought I liked.
Though some People are still obnoxcious.
It drives me crazy, on how idiotic and jerky people are.
How can people Backstab you so much?
Do They not have a conscience?
Do they not have feelings either?

I Guess not.
I think I need to sort out all this stuff.

What Hurts The Most.

Nothing I've been doing lately,
Is either not good enough or good at all.
Somethings wrong with my life and everything in it.
People arent who they used to be.
Friends arent really friends.
Back stabbers and Jerks are behind every corner.

I don't wanna be here anymore.
I wanna go back to a world where no one knows me.
I don't wanna be in Jersey anymore.
I'm not saying I'd do anything drastic, I'm just tierd of life here.
Its not fun anymore.

Nothing here is how it should be.
I thought I would be having fun this year.
Having the time of my life with the people I love.
Apparently the people I love, don't even care about me.
They'd rather put on masks and be people there not.
To be jerks and idiots for lack of better words.
Maybe they never were friends?
Maybe they were just standing here, acting like they really supported me.
Lies.

I guess Im living in a fantasy here.
Its not how it should be.
I'm ready for the moment, when I can leave this pathetic excuse for a real adventure.
I know its far fetched but I want to go somwhere no one knows me.
Or my past
Or my history
Or even my name.
I wanna be the outcast, or the new kid.
The person, people wonder about.
The person that no one knows anything about.
Im tierd of this life.
Im ready for something new.


I Think My rants over.
But There will be more....
I'm sure.

Journal Time!

So I haven't actually written anything deep dark in my journal lately.
I've been writing what ever I can towards the story Im writing.
Its nothing fantastic its just a short "novel".
In my Journal I've been putting little parts of it and notes.
Like who certain characters are refrenced with, descriptions of the setting and some narration.
Its really basic and I think it will come out pretty good when I actually have time to sit down and write it, which is like NEVER!

My life is like so0o0o0o Hectic.
Im doing set designs for the cabaret.
The Playbill Design :]
My Halloween Painitng for Downtown.
A Lab Report, in Chem ( Lets not even start about chemisty)
And an Essay to write towards my Eagle in Boyscouts

Theres sooooo much going on.
But Im actually almost done with everything.
Everything except Chem....(Again- lets not talk about it,)

Oh and I think Im back in love,
Ya We won't go there either : /
I think I have a good Idea for Next Years Play too.
Its not very School Appropriate though : [
But The Music is AMAZING!
The Best Little Wh***house in Texas :]

Always,
JJ

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