Nothing I've been doing lately,
Is either not good enough or good at all.
Somethings wrong with my life and everything in it.
People arent who they used to be.
Friends arent really friends.
Back stabbers and Jerks are behind every corner.
I don't wanna be here anymore.
I wanna go back to a world where no one knows me.
I don't wanna be in Jersey anymore.
I'm not saying I'd do anything drastic, I'm just tierd of life here.
Its not fun anymore.
Nothing here is how it should be.
I thought I would be having fun this year.
Having the time of my life with the people I love.
Apparently the people I love, don't even care about me.
They'd rather put on masks and be people there not.
To be jerks and idiots for lack of better words.
Maybe they never were friends?
Maybe they were just standing here, acting like they really supported me.
Lies.
I guess Im living in a fantasy here.
Its not how it should be.
I'm ready for the moment, when I can leave this pathetic excuse for a real adventure.
I know its far fetched but I want to go somwhere no one knows me.
Or my past
Or my history
Or even my name.
I wanna be the outcast, or the new kid.
The person, people wonder about.
The person that no one knows anything about.
Im tierd of this life.
Im ready for something new.
I Think My rants over.
But There will be more....
I'm sure.
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Just thought I should let you know that your "Who Am I" notebook turned out really good. I can't wait to write a story about the character based on it =) And I got a little chuckle when I read the inside joke about Emily and her beau Louis. I grew up across the street from Emily. I loved her and her family. But, then I moved a million times and didn't really keep in touch. And whats weird it that the other night I got a phone call while eating dinner, and it was Emily! Haha. Well, it wasn't really her. It was a recording saying to vote for her dad for coucil. I'm sure you got it too- considering we live in the same town.
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