So I am currently in a "funk" if you'd like to call it that.
I don't know whats going on with me.
I just seem to not be myself.
I've narrowed it down to a few different idea's on WHY?
But I still don't feel like myself when I change them.
Love.
I don't see why I consider this reason to my funk.
I Have an amazing Family.
That Loves me.
I have a bunch of Friends, who I never see.
But always talk to. We always end our conversations with;
I love you.
But Yet...
I Have no Relationship going on with anyone..
None of my REAL friends live near me....
Only The Backstabbers and liars do....
My Hearts been broken to many times.....
School
I Think I've just taken so much on my plate with things.
I have so much going for me.
Yet...
I feel swamped at very turn...
My Art teacher even realizes Im not myself....
Friends/Family.
I Have this girl who is just like my sister.
She is why Im still here today.
My Parents are Amazing.
People say they are always there for me.
Yet...
When I ask for there help or there opinions I get nothing...
My bestfriend lives miles away in Texas....
I feel like I can never do enough.
Over the past few weeks I've realized who I need the most in my life.
Someone I thought once ment the world to me, well now that person can be equivalent to dirt.
I Think I need a break from this town...
This Life....
These People.
I hope I get out fo this "Funk".
I've been told just sit back.
Enjoy the ride, and take in the veiw.
But I can't I need to know whats going on with my life.
Wishing
Hoping
Hurting
Healing
Feeling
Breathing
Seeing
Being.
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When did you read the first one? Like I said, I read them in intermediate school. I am sure I would not find them as good now that I reached a more mature reading level. They are more geared toward that age, I think. The main character was about 12 years old if I remember correctly. Recenlty I read all four of the Twilight books, in one week, and the main character is 17. Books with characters my age are geered for me, where as a book with a 12 year old boy as the main character does not fit me anymore.
JJ i totally love this.
espically the way you used colors at the end. ahhhmazing job =)
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