If only you would notice, how I ache behind my smile.

If only you could know
The things I long to say
If only I could tell you
What i wish i could convey
It's in my every glance
My heart's an open book
You'd see it all at onceIf only you would look....

I want to tell you things only you would understand.
I want to tell you what goes on in my head when no one else understands.
I want to be in a place where I belong.
Nothings ever right here anymore.
I dont fit in.
But maybe if you were here, you would


Maybe if you would stop thinking about yourself it would be ok.
Maybe if you think about helping someone else.
Maybe if you would rather be together.
Maybe if you thought about me.

Im not good at anything.
My dreams are crushing.
The love is dying.
Im giving up hope, so Im going to stop trying

If only you could glimpse
The feeling that I feel
If only you would notice
What I'm dying to reveal
The dreams I can't declare
The needs I can't deny
You'd understand them all
If only you would try



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